This is not what i expected
Posted on Sunday, July 24, 2011 @ 8:47 AM with 0 comments

Say whatever you gonna say about  me after this. All i care now is, CHANGES! 


DO you even know what you've type towards me? do you know how shocked am i reading the text that you've gave me? Yes, I may be the fire starter. I'm not dragging this problem. But, in the first place, I was asking you in a nice way. yes, i may pissed you off by asking you that question but i was just asking? not accusing you or text you in a rude way. am i? you know what's the worst that i'm disappointed of? the second last text that you've gave me. if i control, meddle or whatsoever with your life, i'm sorry about it then. i'm just concern and care about you. but if i'm wrong to do that, i'm sorry. i'm just a friend who always care about my friends. if you don't like it and feel as of i meddle with your life, it's ok with me. 


i've already tried to cool down the situation. i've already apologize to you and i've already asked to end this war. i know, it's easy to say sorry and it will repeat again and again. what else should i do? i know, i always pissed you off. i tried not to blow myself up because i know, if i blow up myself and you, yourself is pissed off, nothing will be settle. so i relax myself up. but still, it doesn't works. i know, it takes time. but, till when? till when i have to face this all by myself? throw away your ego, it's hurting me, you know that? this is the worst ever fight we had. and yesterday, i went to your workplace with AwesomeG and her boyfriend. this part is hurting part. you know why? you didn't even look at me. am i invisible? i didn't expect your attention or something but. i'm just speechless with your reaction yesterday.


can we end this war? can we? if you need time, i'll give you. if you need space, i'll give you. but what i want you to remember is that, You will never ever can make me hate you, no matter what. I'm just disappointed in you, that's all. 


Had fun with AwesomeG and her boyfriend on Saturday. We went swimming at Jurong East. Swim here and there and off to her boyfriend cribs, then to AwesomeG place, chill here and there and off home. I love you guys, please? heh! Now, i wanna watch my Assalammualaikum Cinta ^^

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