Ni sedare aku yang paling SIAO !

This is FEEZA ! Who is she to me ? She is my lovely cousin who is very irrtating sometimes (: hahah ,
Who always kup my $$$ to go Mac ,hahaha . Who is the world's impatient girl. The number 12 ? Represents her boyfriend's favourite num ? hahahha , and their anniversary is coming right up babe ! okaye here goes FEEZA !


To: APEZ STEROID,


today,is our 11months 2weeks. how long is that?though there were thousands and millions of fight occuring,i assure u that my love never went off.it somehow increase,and thats what i love.misunderstandings,communication breakdowns are almost in our everyday life,between u and me.but i dont care.cos its u who i care.no one else.jealousy is our worst enemy.tell me,how many times did it came across us?hundreds?thousands?loss count right?but it doesn't matter now.i'm sorry for what happen during the past.i regretted it.if i had known,i wouldn't have done it.its never too late,though.i change for the better for u.FOR U.i never regretted having u.u suffered in silence once,never bother to think how i felt.why?cos u didn't want me to worried,but that's not right.i want to go through everything with u,no matter its good or bad.as long as u're by my side,I DUN GIVE U FUCK TO NOTHING ELSE!hehehe.anw,2 more weeks,baby.14 more days.i love u still...1 thing that makes 2 different hearts beat as 1. LOVE.





Okaey , now is farhana turns to blog ! Hahahahah (:



ILOVEYOU ! Baby , i want you to be mine last lover will you ? Wo ai ni boy (:


Life now has been so much fun , thanks to the people that i have been hanging out yesterday ann the other outing !  Korang semua gerek , SUMPAH ! hahahah , okaey (: English test just now and i am so tired , sumpah ! hahahah . Processing ? hahahaha , okaye i will be uploading the pictures that was taken aites ? Im sorry if today post is short readers !

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Our late night calls.
The jokes that we make.
The laughter.
Your voice.
I  miss it so much .
I wish i could hold you now.
I wish i could be beside you right now and tell you how much i miss you.
I miss you damn badly .
ARHGG !
Is this reality or fantasy ?
Is this really true ?
Omg !
Boy , i wish you would read my blog
and see how much i missing you right now.
Boy , could i hold you ?
Could i get you ?
Could i ?
Boy , i do really love you.

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Oh well im back people ! Let me continue my story aitees ? So yup , above post is during WEB Design , sempat eh ? Hahahaha ! Yes im upsad of what had happen. Is it true ? I just dont understand why ? But why boy ? Okaye drop the topic !

Its been a long days i have not update so sorry , hahahah ! Been busy nowadays and lazy , hehehehe (: So yup , on Tuesday went Raya outing with 3T2 boys plus sec 2& sec 3 . Who ? Asyikin and Azuan , hahahaha ! Okaey first headed to Linda's crib first then Suhailah called Linda house and then she came to Linda house . We took alot of pictures , but some of them is in Linda's camera so Linda do give me asap can ? After that , we headed to shop for awhioe and then go and meet Ayu&Aida at busstop . Suppose so we are meeting at 3 at Sheila house but then , we waited for the rest , heheheh ! While waiting , the boys came . hahahahah! Matkiddo , Azuan & Azhar waited for Eddy & Asyikin i think ? And then while waiting for Anis , Shidah came . And we waited together (: And then Anis came and off we go . The boys has already headed to Acun block already . After that , we all went to Sheila's crib , hahahaha !After that , Farrah & Fitri came to join us . reach Sheila house , you want to know what ? Enter her house only , got this show , you want to know what show ? Bohsia dok ! hahahah , mcm tautau je kau nyer ____ nak datang ? hahahahah ! *fakefake* Enter already , kecoh already sia , hahahah ! But have alot of fun :) *thumbs up*  We sit at there till what time also i dont know but SUPER kecoh dokk ! hahahahaha (: After that , we headed to Shidah's crib lak . Sit there , chitchat and then before we went off , we take picture . *snapsnapsnap* Then off to Asyikin house . Wow ! We walk till Asyikin house , and then after that before went off , take pictures , hahahah ! And then , headed to my crib , hahahah ! Su , Aida , tau pun takot eh , hahahah (: Lepaskan mahgrib , then off we went to Acun's crib lakk . After that , we went to Eddy's crib lak and we sit there and you know what ? Jihan show start already ! alaaaaaaaaaaaa ! hahahaha , nevermind , miss one episode only (:  After that , we headed to Azuan crib's and that is the last one as it was getting dark . We went off from Azuan house around 11 i think if im not wrong ah . And i reach home around 11 plus as me & Linda take taxi home . The next day , went to school everyone is tired ! hahaha , sleepy siaa and my leg is very tired but overall is GEREK ! And today story ? Went to school as per normal , and then we had our LV . We went to CPA lab and then we had our CPA lessons too . And then , we had our English after that recesss . *skipskipskip* We had our CPA again but WEB Design ah , hahaha ! While listening to teacher talking , i sms-ing him , haiss ! After that , surf the net and then do Farrah blog , and off the computer and then we had our ART lessons . Wow ! Kena scold and then teacher talk about our exams . Oh yah , talking about exams , tomorrow os the day ! MT is the first paper that i amd goin to take tomorrow . And yes , tomorrow we will be having Raya outing again ? hahahah ! Tak saba babe (: hahaha ! After scold jus know , settle some matters and i won't be elaborating . Okaye then , will stop here aitees ? Will be updating new stories ASAP aitees ? take care !

And this is for you :

Boy , imissyou !
Whats happening ?
I just dont understand .
Did i do anything wrong ?
What did i do till this is hapening ?
I LOVE YOU as you know it .
But why ?
I just dont know what else to say to you .
Let the fate arrange everything =(

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Sorry , will be updating till i have time aite ? Will be bsuy this few days so yeah , exams are around the corner so yup , will tyr my bets to update kaey ? Take care readers !

ps: Boy , iloveyou !

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Look into my eyes and say that you love me , will you ?

Boy , i love you !
Oh my , is this true ?
Am i true ?
Am i ready ?
Damn it !
I just don't knwo what to do ?
IMISSYOU !
Boy , i really miss you !
Be mine last lover will you ?
I will be waiting (:

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You capture my heart . Thanks boy =) be mine last lover will you ? (:

Heloo readers ! Its been a long time that i didnt update am i right ? hahaha , so yeah been busy for awhile people  , sorry (:  Now , im currently hearing The Climb . So yeah , let me start my story okaey ?

First day of Hari Raya !
Wake up in the morning as someone has already woke up actually =)  Message-message with unknown for awhile . After that go and bath and then he asked me to call him for awhile , so i called for awhile and then i need to help my mum already . At 1 plus , abit people only come , and then ambek kau , hahaha ! more and more people come , hahaha ! okaey lah tu , collection banyak jugak (:  After that , i busy already the kicten helping my mum , after that my dad called me and say that someone called , hahaha ! Boy , im sorry that i didnt text you and called you afetr we put down our morning called , busy . After that , lesser and lesser people . I was like , allhamdullilah . It's not what you readers think lah , it's quite tiring you know . Go here and there , no rest , haiss . After that , i used my dad phone to meassage him for awhile and then go to shop for awhile , hahahah ! Reach home , need to dress up already to go out . I go out around 7 plus i think , want to reach 8 already , hahaha ! I go to my grandfather house at clementi first . All the way on my journey , i message with him, hahahah ! Reach already , sit down and i watch tv . We sit there till 10 plus i think , after that went to my uncle house near my house there . Reach there around 11 after that went home around 12 plus .Reach home , take a quick bath and then message him and then go to sleep.

2nd Hari Raya !
Wake up early in the morning as usual =) Take my bath and then message him . Watch tv , and sms-ing . If not today i will not be going out but then sinces my cousin asked to follow , so yeah we follow , hahaha ! Take a quick change and then went off . All the way , message with him , Lindacintaa , SuSuSuhailahcintaa&ShiShidahicintaa , hahaha ! Reach my cousin place and then sit there for awhile only lah , hahah ! something happen and making me paisey sey =)  hahahah , after that went to another place in Tanpines , hahah same thing happen , oh my im paisey again ! hahahah , after that went to simei to my aunt house . Sit there till 11 plus and then went off . Reach under my block about 1220 am , and then i take my quick bath and went to sleep.

3rd Hari Raya !
School time ! Lazy to tell readers ! sorry (:

4th Hari Raya !
It's today ! hahaha ! Reach school as per normal and then went on to school but ice lemon tea and off to parade square . skipskipskip , first lessons English , after that EBS . As per normal , enter the computer lab already , hahahah ! Surf the net lahh ape lagy =)  After that we had our P.E , i didnt play , talktalk with Lindaacintaa (: hahahah ! Recess , and then went to class . No wait , went to toilet lah , hahah ! Kecoh babe kat toilet (:  hahahah ! After that , we had our Maths . After that we had our Cpa , and our class make alot of noise . None of us pay attention , seriously ! hahaha , and then last is EP. After school , go out then went in back as Ayucintaa&Aidaacintaa(nyeah aku due nie kan) went toilet , hahaha ! While i turn around , i saw someone that i don't wish to see ! You want to know who ? Philipine lahh dok ! hahahaha , oh my god ! Receive called from him (: Talk with him for awhile and then put down cause i need to enter school back . And then , go out back and went back home . Go and teman Lindaa go Mac and you kow what ? Saw her again ? hahahaha ! Gi mampos ! You want to play this game , sure babe (: You are always welcome . We didn't do anything but then you have start the game first so let's see how far you can go aitees ? Buy food and then went to Lindaa house and watch this show name 'Maut' . It's quite i don't know how to describe ah , but you readers should wach it cause it's ggod for age like us , trust me (:  hahahaha ! After that went and accompany Lindaa buy something but then cancel . While i was walking , he called , alamak i forgot to asked him to called me , sorry boy =(  Reach under my block already , we put down our phone and i told him that i will called him later but then till now i havent called and went i realize taht i received 3 message . One is from him and another 2 is from Lindaa (:  Sorry boy , will be calling u up aitees ? Today going out ? Like lazy lah , but then for the sake of buying someone present yes i willl go . Your birthday is coming up ? Can't wait ? You want what ? hahahah ! I'm happy right now with what you have told me yesterday ? hahahah ! I do i  do boy =) hahahah ! Okaey will stop here aitees ?

Boy , ILOVEYOU ! I DO I DO ! Always boy ! (:

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Is ths true ? Is this really happening to me ?

Heloo readers ! So yes let me start my story okaey ? So yes today went to school as per normal. Today lesson was so ? I dont know . bored , fun ? First lesson is English , haiyoyo ! After that we had our Art , till recess , skipskip . After that we had our assembly , conducted by Adam Khoo company =D After that , me , Shidah , Ayu , Anisah went to Jurong Point . Linda , didnt tag along , haiss ! We walk here and there . We go to this shop (forgot the name already ) accompany Shidah , hahaha ! Eh next beli die punyer payung tau Shid =D  After that we walk around first and we saw this couple . Haiyoyo , the girl always look behind and i also dont know why , hahaha ! After that , we saw a group of Jurongville girls , astagar ! will end here for awhile okaey ?

Yeah im back ! hahaha , so yeah , i think that i will stop here aites ? Cause im out of topic already .

ps: Boy i miss you oi !
    

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Helooo readers !

I am feeling so weird now . Why ? Whats happening ? Farhana , wake up ! Come on lah weii ! Whats happening man ? I just don't understand . Forget lah farhana !


I know taht you readers won't understand what im saying am i right ? Just agree with me , hehehe(:  Yes , i also don't understand myself , hahaha! weird right ? OMG !

Need some peace ! =D

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I love you ! I miss you ! What's happening ?

Hello readers ! so yeah , its been alot time since i update my blog right ? hahaha , yeah i know =D so yes , i am just resting my mind as i need some peace so yes . Today i will be updating about today yah ? So yes , today went to school as per normal but today i was suppose to go to school with SusuSuhailah but then im late , hahahah. maaf yah ? After that , she message me telling me that HE was in bus 198 . I was like , OMG ! The bus has just pass and i was late to catch the bus , haiss (miss lagi) After that , i take 198 as there is another 198 came , skipskipskip . Reach already , saw Suhailah&Farrah and then while we were walking , we talk about yesterday show . What how ? JIHAN ! hahahah , Adri cute man ! After that reach canteen , sit down then talktalk and then Shidah came , bell ring already , skipskip . First lessons is English , hahahah. I was so sleepy man , seriously , after that EBS . Atleast this one make me awake abit cause Mr.Lim say a name that our class will laugh . It's so different to explain to you readers , sorry (: After that , we had our P.E . Run for one round and then we play Floorball and we VS with the boys , hahaha but then they win lah. And you know what , they still can lie down , hahahah ! After that , recess . (hehehe) skipskipskip , Maths lessons , and im seriously blank . many peole was falling asleep , not that much ah . I think 2/3/4 ? Beside me , falling asleep already , hahaha . Today , we had homework , hahah , man i need HELP ! After that , we had our CPA , but then teacher never come so we had our free period . We talk here and there. After that we had our EP , take someone video (: hahah ! After school , me , Shidah , Aida , Farrah and Ayu go and lepak jap , after that around 4 like that we go back . Linda today never come , haiss ! Okay lah , i will end here aitees ? bye readers ! Oh yah , before i forget , im here by to wish this particular guy a wish (:


ps: whats happening ?
     why must this happiness last for awhile only ?
     what is hapening to me ?

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• your message
• your jokes
• your laughter that i won't forget
• our late night call

but now it's all gone , all have change . my feelings for you have fade ! Whats happening ? I will foregt about you and move on with my life but you will always be my joker always =D And your birthday is coming right up ! See how sweet i am ? It normal lah oi farhana =D hahahaha !

To someone : Thanks for replacing him in my life. But he will not be erase =D But you are still someone i treasure unknown =D We are always friend (:

To unknown: IMISSYOU !

To Anitisocial: Come back quick ! hahahahah , miss you oi ! =D

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heloooooo readers ! so yup , today outing is cancel ue to some matters and im sorry cos im one of them . hmm , so tomorrow will be the day . What am i going to wear ? Damn ! Im out of ideas . OMG ! Okaey lah , i have just finish changing my blogskins , hahaha ! So yup , just now i have my Art course so yeah i go back to school . I suppose to meet Linda at 1230 but im late , sorry yah ? Reach school around 1 plus as my Art start at 1pm , hahaha ! So there we start our work . I have jus finish drawing my work and tomorrow going to continue my painting =D hahahah ! Farrah came late , aiyoyo ! hahaha , after Art , we dont know where to go . so since Aida&Ayu going home , all go home . Me , Linda& Farrah take 187 . After that , hang out with Linda first and then we talk here and there . Reach home , i on my computer and chat with ..... =) hahahaha . IMISSYOU ! Where are you ? M.I.A huh ? Do you know that imissyou ? I dont think that you know cos you dont even care , i know that boy =D . Im dead bored here ! I will end here readers ! Will tell you readers about tomorrow outing the next post aitees ? Take care ! =D

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Love ? A love for me is that it is a some kind of sweet heart that we people dont know how to express our feelings towards them , our love towards them and our care towards them . But then , some of them didnt appreciate our love&care that we have gave them . In fact , they want more . I just dont knwo what they want . What do u want ? Can tell me ? Haiss , i just dont understand . Okaeyy lah , back to our story !

So yes , today is Teacher's Day so yes we have our celebration at hall . We didnt have any performances but we have a game . hahaha , the hall was so noisy and very kecorable ! hahaha , the teahers was so funny and i was so hyper , hahaha . althought its a fasting month , but i dont feel like we are fasting . i shout like i was the only person in the hall . hahaha , okaey . First we have teachers VS teachers . FUN gyler lah oi ! hahahah , after that we have students VS teachers . hahahah , ahiyoyoy . after that we have musical chair . hahaha , and u know what ? this is more fun , hahaha . after that we went back to class , we play here and there . hahahah ! da mcm zoo sey class , hahaha . after that we went for our break , buy heart balloon . hahahah , after that take picture and went back to class . after that we went back to concourse to take our class picture . punyer lah menyeksa hahahah , gamba je oi , hahaha . after that went back to class then we watch movie but then the movie has not ended yet and its time for us to go home . hahahah , after that went home , chat for awhile then go and fetch my lil brother . hehehe , then saw pendek and rini . then home sweet home , on computer , chat with linda sinces im bored ! hahahah , so yeah i will end here aite ? (:


ps: imissyou
hmm..
wish, please regrated my wish ):

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heloooooo readers ! so yeahh , so i didnt update my blog for like 3 days ? hahahah , so yeah , here i am updating my story of life (:

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helooooo readers ! hahaha , so yeah let mestart todays story yah (: hehehe , so yup my life now is now happier then ever (: hahahhas , happy huh kau nurul ? hahahah , so yeah , i have to move on and forget everything ritee ? life for me now is great then ever ! thnaks to this people ,

• my Girlfriends (:
• my Cousins(:
• my LiL Bro lah dokk (:

and lastly to this unknown boy(: thanks yaah guys ! hahaha , i love you guys lah dokk !! hahahaha (: so yes , fastingfastingfastingfasting ! hahahaha . jus now at school , was so penat . my CCA today finish early seyy , so the boring ! after that go bazar for awhile then go and accompany linda after that went home and now im updating my blog. hahahaha . okaey lah , i will have a short post for today yah (:

ps: boy , can i get u one day ? can boy ?

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helooooooo readers ((: hahaha , so yes let me start my story okaey ? so yup , today i was suppose to meet shidah&suahilah at Esplande but then it was cancel cause i have to last min cancel cause i will be going out with my cousin and my parents to go to my cousin house , sorry girls . after that , stay at home wait till my cousin come but then i will do something . i will hear music , sms , watch tv and chachat and there my cousin come . hahah , after that around 7 plus we gerak and then went off around 8 plus ? quick kan ? hahah , after that went hoem already on computer but never update and now then i update , hahaha and now is 11.57 pm . hahah , currently chattin with linda . oh yah , sorry babe i didnt reply ur msg . i am out of topic actually . jus now i hear this one song , tittle Miss You , i think the singer is from Japan or Korean . not that sure but it was so nice . hahaha , now im am currently hearing the song (: hahahah , and i am not damn bored sia, hahaha . today there is many Kude Kepang show , here and there . Closing ceremony mah , and tmrrw will also have and i think its around Jurong West if im not wrong . yes , yesterday is our Sports Carnival and it was damn fun lah dok . i play soccer but it was like the final game . and yes we won 2nd place, also basketball. i wish that we could have that kind of carnival again . hahah , and yes yesterday something happen so i wont be elaborating it (: tmrrw anugerah show ? hahah , SARA AQILAH win huh ? woohooooo ! at last ader pmpn menang this year , hahaha. so yup , i will stop here then (:


ps: i miss you .

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