Now I'm gone
Posted on Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 8:54 AM with 0 comments
As time goes by, I just realize that many things change. Surround me, the atmosphere and people. I just wonder, did I make the right move? To think back, yes I did. And now, you're happy with your own life and your future ones. I'm happy to see that you're happy. And from now on, no one will meddle with your life. I'm sorry for every causes that was given in your life with my presence. I know, you don't like someone who types this way. I'm just letting everything out here today.
Jealous isn't that much was given, but ignorance yes. I did tried my best to change, to a better me. But eventually, I fail. I'm sorry. I know that I'm the worst ever person that you've known in your life. Who have been meddling with your life and so on. I know i ain't like other girls. I've once asked you, "Do i change?" and you said no. But after that, you're acting weird towards me. I'm fine with it, because, I've already get use to it. But somehow, trying to control this feelings isn't that easy. I still keep on smiling and act as if nothing is actually happening around me. I stay strong and face it and accept everything with sincere heart. I won't hate you or even regret knowing you. It's not even worth it. For what you've done towards me, thats always a reason why to it.
You're happy with her, I'm happy for you. As you are doing fine, I'm ok with it. For all the hurtful words was given to me, I'm ok with it. Fighting won't solve anything I know. I give in, and accept it as I'm the one to be blame. Yes, I'm the fire starter to all of our arguments. I'm sorry, I've make a messed in your life. And now, your life won't be a messed anymore. It's gonna be fine as it use to from now on. Last message from me is, Please control your ego. Your laughter, that is what people likes. Your laughter makes people smile and cheer up. Don't get stress too much and pleas don't do stupid stuffs again. As you've already told me you're already stop it. And last but not least, smile always. (:
Your sincerely;
NurulFarhana.
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