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Posted on Thursday, August 25, 2011 @ 3:20 AM with 0 comments
Hello earth! Since a long since I've update my blog, awwww rinduuuuu ohh ~ hahahahs.
Life
Life been so great for me right now. been having enjoying it and I'm loving my life right now. fcuk to those past I have before because can't been standing here and wait till it returns to me. haven't been coming to school lately, damn fcuk! attendance drop down. due to some reasons for not attending. i know studies is important. i will put in effort for next week and bakcup everything. i've been missing alot of subject and new things that have happen now. damn it! exams are just around the corner and i have to backup myself to come to school regularly. fasting much is ending soon and Hari Raya is just aroud the corner. Hari Raya, pleas ebe nice this year because i wanna enjoy it pretty much despite i will be going with new company's this year and new atmosphere. Family, Friends, i' so loving it. <3
Love
Love? What is love? yes, i've move on. i've already tell myself to move on. it's not worth it to keep on waiting for someone which you know he/she won't love you back. i told myself this,"if he meant to be mine, sooner or later he will." i can't be standing here and waiting for your reply. i've already tried my best and this is what i've already did. ignore you and act as if you've already in relationship with someone else which i know you didn't, maybe? you've already move on and you are enjoying your new life right now. your birthday had alrready gone and my wish on your birthday is that, Throw away your ego, that's all. your ego is hurting me too much. with all the hurting wordds was given to me all this while. i've try to endure and pretend there's nothing actually happening around me, and yes i manage to although i fail about a few times. and now, i've already prove to you that i've change. remember what i've told you before? i'll change myself, not for, but for my own good. whatever happens, i will still smile no matter what. -My Past, Still The Best Among The Rest <3
you can't be mine life partner. it's not that i'm choosy or whatsoever in your mind. you didn't put in effort to text me up. it's always me to be the first one who will text you up every single morning. you didn't show me that you're serious. like today, i told myself not to text you and see whether you will text me up, end up no! didn't even receive any single text from you. i'm sorry, but we can't be more than what in your mind right now. we are only friends, and that's final from me. knowing you was fun, but just as friends ok? -My End.
finding life partner wasn't that easy. i know that. sometimes, i may be jealous looking at sweet couples. but afterall, i think back. why must i search for love when i've once love/admire that someone didn't even put in an effort to it? single or not, it's still the same for me. sometimes, i do miss having my good times with My Past, but to think back, does he even miss it? and i asked myself, am i clapping my own hand? and yes i did! i'm just clapping my own hand while inside his mind is someone else. felt terrible for meddling with his life all this while. i'm sorry Past. that won't happen again.
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