Wish that I'm strong enuf
Posted on Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 11:57 AM with 0 comments
Yes, I give up. It's not that I'm weak but it seems that I'm the only one who is trying to hold on in this friendship. You ignore me, but I'm ok with it because I'm already use to it. But, you will only find me when needed. What would I feel? Yes, I know that we are just friends, but please. Everything went wrong after our quarrel that we had. Yes, I'm in wrong position. I've already tried my best and I know it takes time in it. I'm ok with it. What would you feel if you are in my position? It's not that I'm giving up just like that, but with a reason. You ignore me, and not like we use to be. I'm not blaming you totally cause I'm the one who started it. I will just follow the flows. Sunday will be meeting you up. -I'm sorry, friend. Cause it seems that I'm the only one who is trying to main things up and hold on in this friendship. I know that I'm not like others. I'm an emo shits girl. Yes I admit, I am. I know you don't like it. I'm sorry cause I'm not like other girls who can act nothing happen. I've tried my best to it and be strong. Yes, I am all this while but somehow , I fail. I'm a failure. I'm sorry, I'm a loser. I fail to hold on and stay strong. No more strength to it, friend. I'm weak. I admit that I'm weak. I'm clapping my own hand just to hold on in this friendship that we've gone through all the obstacles. And when something happen, we talk things out and left it unsaid. *sigh* As you know that this friendship really meant alot me, really! I do really treasure it alot and I don't wanna lose a friend like you as you know that, You're One In A Million and no one can ever be like you. How much we fought, how the problems that we've gone through, how much obstacles that we've face, I will fight for it and main things up and I want this friendship to stay, although it's just a friendship. Nevermind, you won't understand what I mean. I'm sorry because I fail to it. I fail not to be emo shit girl. I'm sorry, friend. <3
Tomorrow going to Teck Whye to celebrate Juriah's birthday and her niece, I think. Jyeeeeeah! ^^
*look up, Linda <3*
Awwwww, IloveLeanduhVilla can I? I love you babe. I'm sorry for everything that I've done babe. I'm truly sorry. I love you babe, and I truly say that I can't bare to lose you babe. ): You are everything to me. We've gone through our hard times together. I'm sorry for every shits that I've done babe. No more repeating the same mistakes babe, I swear. *no cross finger* IloveyouLeanduh <3 <3
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